When Sleep Eludes You

God is an awesome God, He reigns over Heaven and earth with wisdom, power, and love. Our God is am awesome God!!

I lay here tired but can’t sleep.  This my nightly fight. Waiting for sleep to befriend me.  As I lay in the dark, my eyes sting with exhaustion, I pray with an overwhelmed heart, brimming with humbled thanks to Jesus. I am so thankful for my life, my children, my man, and for the many many blessings of God. Every night I feel just how small I am on this earth yet just how much God’s love abounds in my life.  I daily fight my flesh.  The last few weeks I’ve been fighting off infection and have been quite sluggish and lazy.  It was yesterday that I realized that this was a sneaky attack of the enemy slowing the progress of my business and shadowing my leadership. Yet every night, I lay awake in my mind as my physical body is beyond tired thinking about the wondrous and glorious blessings and gifts God has given me. The thing I learned the most from Shane’s death was that time is the most valued commodity we have.  God is so good that He allows me to breath, for my heart to beat, and gives me sound mind.  My children are safe, alive, and well. My Husband to be its absolutely amazing. God has blessed me with things I sought after and more.  I recognize that I am with His favor to even live in this Era or even with this freedom to own a business that is centered around Him. Helping as many ppl as I can save and make money from home. God is in every fiber of my life the good and bad. Yet, nothing is truly bad for a child of God. God took what was tragic and flipped it into something even greater than I ever thought possible. When I think back over my lifetime I can clearly see Him guiding and leading the steps of life even in the valley’s.  

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