My family and I have been really digging into the ministries of Creflo and Taffi Dollar. Today, as we were watching via online streaming connected to our big screen tv. I was reminded of something that Shane instilled in me in so many ways.  Fearlessness!!! Pastor Dollar has been working on a series of spiritual blindness. Now as I can say much on the topic and relay all I understand and know about it, I will keep it simple. Fear is the only foothold the enemy has so he can enter your life. Fear is what holds you and binds you to your sickness, poverty, anger, depression, etc.  In the words of Pastor Creflo Dollar,” Fear brings hopelessness,  fear will contaminate your faith.” See the biggest take away I have ever gained from anyone who has ever ministered or fed me was the absolute fearlessness Shane instilled. Knowledge is the key. Ignorance to the Word of God means you will acquire a very large debt to the enemy. I like to use the speeding example. If you are pulled over for speeding and you tell the cop you never saw the sign does that stop the officer from giving you a ticket? The answer to that is no, you still get a ticket and you learn the lesson. (Hosea 4:6, Matthew 22:29) We parish because we do not gain understanding and knowledge of God’s Word. One thing I admire still to this day is Shane’s absolute fearlessness when it comes to the promises of God. I can say that when it comes to finding jobs or relationships I am pretty fearless. The trust I have in God far out ways the fear of being penniless or with no relationship, etc. GOD IS GREATER than ALL THINGS!!


Verse of the Day


12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.


I’m up. .. can’t really sleep.  Body is exhausted but my mind is sparked with excitement. So many things, progress and future.  Jesus and blessing.  Truth and lie. I struggle with things. … walking in faith is way easier said than done at times. Shane used to tell me all the time, “anything worth anything is something you have to fight for.” This means future,  prosperity,  families,  relationships, jobs,  time, ect….. freedom.  What is freedom? Most of us work to live, survive, and support our families. Seeking the next pay raise to upgrade our  social status. The same goes for most of us spiritually.  I once used to think that I was the real deal.  Oblivious to the reality of being in a cage. Wondering why I was having the same issues and problems and worries and fears.  I was stuck in my incorrect ways.  Even if a few things were correct and other things were off that made EVERYTHING wrong. Something I heard once was this, ” if my husband called me I would know it was him without asking who was calling. Because I spend so much time with him I know his voice. This is also how I know God’s voice.” Grasp that. Meditate on it.  Do you know God’s voice? Know His voice when He guides you, and you’ll know it if you gone Him time and ready His Word.

Day 9: G.N.D.2

Proverbs 23:16-18(NIV)

16 my inmost being will rejoice
    when your lips speak what is right.

17 Do not let your heart envy sinners,
    but always be zealous for the fear of the Lord.
18 There is surely a future hope for you,
    and your hope will not be cut off.

Ask Jesus for His ears and mouth!

The situations where I feel I most feel I can’t speak my mind is at work.

The situation where I feel I usually say too much is when I’m over stressing my point.

The place I want the Holy Spirit to speak through me is when someone is around me and God has a message for them. Point to Jesus.

Dear Heavily Father I come to you in the name of Jesus. I ask Father, for the eyes and and ears of Jesus. I ask and seek that You help me see others with pure love and compassion the way Jesus did. I ask God, for the ears to listen without intention to respond. I mean REALLY listen to others. I seek Your wisdom, understanding,POWER and discernment. I ask Lord, that when I speak that it is You that people hear. I pray Father God that by the Holy Spirit that the words that come from me are not from me but YOU. I love you God, thank You for Your son Jesus. Thank You Jesus for Your Blood. Thank You for the Holy Spirit, that You sent to dwell within me. God, I seek Your presence. I ask You to use me and my life for Your Glory!!! To lead others to You. Jesus, You say that we are to all You did and MORE while You where here on this earth. God, Matthew 22:29 says that we perish because we do not know the scriptures AND the power of  God. I ask you for the knowledge of correct doctrine of  Your Word and Your Power. Lord, I give my all to You. Jesus, I am nothing without You. Thank You for loving me. I ask for all of these things in the Holy and Righteous name of Jesus Christ. AMEN